Monday, June 21, 2010

The Grind

So I began my day with talking to my school loan provider and then talking with financial aid. I'm trying so hard to get back in. There was a mishap with paperwork a year ago, and my financial aid was taken away, and due to the large amount I owe for that semester, I haven't been able to get back to school since. It's at the point I start regretting ever starting school to begin with. Sure there will be those who say it's necessary, a wise choice, etc. But in this era for our country, even people with a simple bachelor's degree aren't guaranteed job security in any way. And that's not very comforting.

And so the day began. Now I'm kind of just wondering what to do with the rest of my day off. The idea of going out just seems torturous. Wondering around town by yourself kind of makes you feel lame. But staying is just as lonesome, I suppose.

So perhaps I'll just practice a bit on my guitar, maybe find a book to read online. Otherwise I'm just here -no work to keep me busy, no one to talk to really. But that's ok. These times come and go, right?

I've not much else to say. And those are really the only thoughts in my head. I am still keeping the worry at bay.

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